For some reason they all come at exactly the same time and I have to sit down for about an hour writing out checks and posting them online. I'm so essssited! NOT!
WOD - 5 pullups, 10 pushups, 15 squats AMRAP in 20 minutes = 11 rounds in 20:48. Between all the damn pushups and burpees yesterday and another 110 pushups today, I'm shot. I hope to have the most firm ta-ta's ever. After that I jumped into the pool for a 500yard swim. That was the relaxing part. WOD2 was class this evening. Biked almost 18 miles and did tabata :20 sprint, :10 rest 32X's which is part of my workout later this week. I'm ready to pass out!
Another busy day today doing errands and getting "stuff" done. Had to hit Ocean State Job Lot for flower pots, soil and a million other things. I bought everything for my Mom for Mother's Day and of course I come home to a phone message from my sister "Hello! Spoke with Mom today and she does not want flowers! She does not want to maintain them this summer since she will be so busy!" Are you F!@#$% kidding me! I just dragged a very tired Roxy around the store to get everything (very heavy pots by the way) and lugged everything out of the truck and into my garage for NOTHING! I was NOT happy! For some reason Mother's Day with my family seems beyond complicated this year. Screw everybody! I'm going to stay home with my family and nobody will be getting anything from me!
While Roxy napped I sat my ass (bad idea) on the couch to catch up on e-mails and watch Desperate Housewives from 2 weeks ago. I'm behind on my shows! Let's just say it was very relaxing to not worry about cleaning my house etc (It is still a mess but I'll deal with it). But, when I did get up my ass was miserable and stayed miserable for most of the afternoon.
Going in for my 2nd MRI tomorrow on my lower back. When I have my apt next week with the Orthopedic DR I'm going to see what my options are if he finds anything. I just need to get this problem fixed because I don't have all the time in the world to make appointments. I have a job, a family and a husband to take care of. I can't be squeezing in these apt's and causing a commotion in my life. This is driving me nuts!
Food - yup, let's just say I'm not focusing right now on all that. I feel like a failure with my eating habits and eating problems. To date I'm around 8 - 10 pounds down which is better then nothing but I was hoping for more of a weight loss. Hell, I have been trying to lose weight since January 3rd with a goal of 30 pounds. I know muscle weighs more then fat but still. I'm okay with it though.
Kids - always in my way and wanting my attention at every minute. It's not about me (crap!). So playing games, pitching some balls outside, riding bikes, kickball and blowing bubbles comes first. Screw my yard, my house and my life. I'll have my time when I'm maybe 50 years old.
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