Beyond Tired!

I could sleep standing up right now.  I'm totally wiped and it's only Tuesday!  I have a long week ahead of me....oh boy!

I think all my early mornings are catching up with me and I'm really feeling it today.  Up around 6:15 a.m. with Roxy but at least she laid quiet on the couch so I can rest for a bit before she wanted breakfast.  Dropped off Lincoln at camp around 8:45 a.m. (Friday was canceled due to rain so today was a make up day)...Headed to the gym to teach class for 9:30 a.m. (WOD - Biked around 15 miles and lifted weights) and class ended at 10:45 a.m.  I think an hour and 15 minutes was long enough today :-)

I go to pick up Lincoln at camp and he runs over to me and cries.  He was so happy to receive his medal/certificate from camp but also sad because it was his last day.  I felt bad for him but he quickly regrouped and took care of the tears.  He actually made me tear!  Then I knew I was really tired if I was crying because of Lincoln.  Then on the way home there was this old couple in their front lawn with two chairs and a small table of tomato's from their garden.  They were selling them for $1/lb.  I grabbed three baskets full and he said I owed him $6.  I gave him $8 because he was charging such a cheap price.  Then I started talking to them about my Dad and how he had a great garden every year.....blah blah blah.  I get in the car and I start to cry.  What the fuck Stacia!  I just think that seeing this older couple selling tomato's on the side of the road really hit home and it made me think of Dad.  I was also pissed because my father should be as old as them growing tomato's instead of in heaven at the age of 64.  So I had my schmoopy moment.

Home for lunch and R for nap.  T and L pissed me off because they kept fighting over the computer and fighting over feeding the rabbits.  So sick of hearing their shit.  Threw them in their rooms for a bit because I wanted a quiet house.  Now the dilemma, nap on the couch or sweep/mop the kitchen floor and fold clothes.  I decided to do the chores instead.  If I lay down I'll be a mess all day.

Right now I'm sweating my ass off in this house.  Did not put the AC on again because I thought it was going to be a somewhat decent day.  I'm fucking boiling!  I'm going to take the kids next door to swim for about a half hour before their 5 p.m. dentist visit.  The entire Cardillo family will be taking over the dentist.  R, L, T and Mommy are getting their teeth cleaned.  Should be interesting!