Why? Oh Why?

Must I have a 3 year old daughter that does nothing but drive me insane?  Why must I have a child that says "no" to everything, looks me in the eye and repeatedly does things that I ask her not too, ruins her siblings toys and does not listen for shit.  Really?  What have I done in my life to deserve this?  Is this karma!  Was I this bad when I was 3 and now I'm being tested with this child.  I just don't get it.  I'm surprised that I'm not a drunk or drug addict.  My only downfall is sugar and I'm just flat out a sugar addict and these crazy days do not help with my addiction.

I just need to get "it"!  When I get "it" then I will be cleansed of all badness and a new month begins.  "It" will help me start from scratch.  "It" will clear the mind and body for a new me.  "It" is not my friend but I will hug "it" and squeeze "it" when "it" arrives.

WOD - Well, it was a class day so I did what I could without killing the members.  Bike 1 mile standing, 1 minute rest in seat, 2 mile standing, 1 min rest, 3 mile standing, 1 min rest, 4 mile standing, 1 min rest and 5 mile standing and 2 min rest.  Weights for about 20 minutes and then back on bike for another 5 miles of racing.  Not too bad of a workout but enough to satisfy my need to sweat.  The biking part is from a future workout that I decided to incorporate in class today.  Tomorrow I'll get back to the plan.

Food - Shake, peanut butter (I have to have a spoonful every day), chicken cutlet and carrots for lunch, diet soda, fell apart with chocolate a few spoonfuls of ice cream and mindless eating, turkey sausage with peppers and green beans for supper. 

Kids - I've vented enough.  They are driving me absolutely insane but I will survive.  I can survive anything!